OT: Despair

[Renegade 13]

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[Will]

You may (or may not) be suprised about just how many people on these Boards know *exactly* what you are saying. It's great that you feel you can reach out here, and write down what your thoughts are.

Please know that people do care. Sometimes in the depths of depression, people can't see that they are surrounded by others that care. And that's what makes it so terrible. Continue to reach out to friends and family, and trust that they will reach out in return.

It is a little ambiguous from your post whether you are speaking of yourself, or someone you are close to. Regardless, my response will stay the same. Let us know what happens.

[Renegade 13]

Originally posted by Will:
You may (or may not) be suprised about just how many people on these Boards know *exactly* what you are saying. It's great that you feel you can reach out here, and write down what your thoughts are.

Please know that people do care. Sometimes in the depths of depression, people can't see that they are surrounded by others that care. And that's what makes it so terrible. Continue to reach out to friends and family, and trust that they will reach out in return.

It is a little ambiguous from your post whether you are speaking of yourself, or someone you are close to. Regardless, my response will stay the same. Let us know what happens.

Thanks a lot for your kind words. I greatly appreciate it.

And yes, I am speaking of myself, not someone close to me. Just to make it clear.

And thanks again.

[narf poit chez BOOM]

Well, I guess I'll put it all up.

I've said before that I've got major depression. While that is entirely true, it's not the whole truth. I also suffer from schizophrenia. It explains part of why I'm goofy; as a stress release. The voices I hear are, quite simply, demonic.

But, with the grace of God and the help of my psychiatrist, prescription drugs and a lot of willpower, I rarely hear them any more.

So there is light at the end of the tunnel. It's taken me 4 years to get this far, but I have gotten there. Plus three years where I was, quite simply, crazy, although I mostly didn't show it. Perhaps this is why I never changed Pinky so he's smiling. Because it shows another part of the truth that I rarely show on the forums, these being my rest and relaxation place.

Other people know. Other people care.

[dogscoff]

I've not been clinically depressed myself but I've lived with and supported someone who has.

Go to your doctor and get some meds. They can ease the symptoms long enough for you to go see a cousellor and (hopefully) deal with the root causes of those symptoms.

Also, make sure you're getting your excercise and eating healthily. Whether it's a cause or a symptom is still unclear and still disputed, but body & brain chemistry changes significantly in clinically depressed ppl and looking after yourself can really help to beat the feelings of apathy & constant tiredness.

It's not easy, since depression does everything it can to steer you away from the things that will cure it, but in time it can be beaten, I know this from experience.

Feel free to email or PM me any time you like, about anything.

[Raging Deadstar]

Originally posted by narf poit chez BOOM:
Well, I guess I'll put it all up.

I've said before that I've got major depression. While that is entirely true, it's not the whole truth. I also suffer from schizophrenia. It explains part of why I'm goofy; as a stress release. The voices I hear are, quite simply, demonic.

But, with the grace of God and the help of my psychiatrist, prescription drugs and a lot of willpower, I rarely hear them any more.

So there is light at the end of the tunnel. It's taken me 4 years to get this far, but I have gotten there. Plus three years where I was, quite simply, crazy, although I mostly didn't show it. Perhaps this is why I never changed Pinky so he's smiling. Because it shows another part of the truth that I rarely show on the forums, these being my rest and relaxation place.

Other people know. Other people care.

You too Narf? I'm for one glad there's someone else with it here, but i'm also sad for you as i know exactly what you are going through and how hellish it can get. Then again schizophrenia isn't as uncommon people think, i think it's 1-100 people.

Good news is I've stopped the medication a few months back and learned to cope, 4 or so years coming up now. I just got a letter from my Psychiatrist the other day saying i don't need to be visiting as often.

Good Luck to you Narf, I wish you all the best.

Renegade

I have a very strong stance when it comes to any sort of prescription drugs for reliance. They are extremely unpredictable (in my expirience). My advice would go to your doctor/GP and tell him/her how you're feeling. I've found medication doesn't help anywhere as near enough as a good Psychiatrist or councellor, i've had 3 so far and the 3rd has really helped, it all depends on just who you click with.

Good luck to you too.

[ May 21, 2004, 18:25: Message edited by: Raging Deadstar ]