Is Play SEIV A Waste Of Time?

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I was just wondering if any one thought that playing this game was a waste of time? I know that after playing it for nearly six years now, I still kind of enjoy playing it off and on. It has a strange appeal that just keeps me interested no matter how many times I play it. However I get nothing from playing the game, say a soar back, blurry vission, and a wasted day on the PC when I could have been out side doing something, anything related to real world activities.

So I ask you, do you feel like you are wasting time when you play this game? Do you feel guilty over it? I do and don't ask me why I can't explain it.