Oh, no you misunderstand. I'm gonna get even, I'm still in the race. What I'm doing is looking for people that show and keep their honor even if it hurts. Those people are rare and I wish to associate with them. (then betray them) Just kidding
All my buddy's in the real word are totally trustworthy. I have many acquaintances that I don't fully trust. I watch and observe for a few years before fully trusting someone. This trust that I bestow on people has been broken before and I remove such scum as soon as I can. I just broke a friendship of over 30 years over such a betrayal. I will never talk to this oath breaker again. I don't have many friends, but the ones I do I treasure.
I wish to meet new people that think honor is more important than winning a game. People who's word is their bond. Thats all.
PS. Being a gamer I was suprised that it took this long for my first betrayal.